i do my best when i'm busiest.

Random thoughts in no particular order:

• Thinking about doing the photo a day challenge on Instagram again in May. I did the one in February. It was a lot of fun.
• 21st birthday. 15 days. Could not be more excited. Just ordered a new dress. It's red. I hope it fits. Fingers crossed.
• This song
• My laptop is on its last legs of life. Yes, my pink "Legally Blonde"-esque laptop has seen better days. I was on Forever 21's website today and it wanted to translate the whole thing from Danish. Yeah...it was definitely in English. Psycho. Keeping my hopes up that I'll get a MacBook.
• I have one final this week. On Tuesday. Should be studying, not blogging. Oops.
• All eyes on me when I walk in, no question that this girl's a ten, don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful, don't hate me 'cause I'm beautiful.
• I got an A- in Spanish 1020. Pretty exciting. Celebrating over Eggs Benedict with mi amigo Ryan tomorrow morning. Stoked.
• Love my job and my coworkers are the best. Some times it's boring but I love when it goes by fast or I can be silly with Hunter and Hanna.
• I need to start working out. Legit.
• I wonder if we ever stop feeling like we're teenagers.
• I started Mad Men on Netflix (finally). I can already tell I'm gonna be addicted to it.
• All those fairy tales are full of shit, one more stupid love song I'll be sick.
• Someday I'll be good at blogging. Maybe.

don't bring me down with you.

They say people get used to beauty. But I don't think I ever got used to yours. And I remember me sitting on your bed an hour before and watching you pack and thinking how beautiful you are to me.
The way your brown hair slightly curls in all the right spots and your pale blue eyes and I kept wondering how I could be so lucky. And it's weird to think about now. All of it really.

I need to write more. I'm the worst writer ever, how long can you consider yourself a writer if you don't write anything at all? Although, that's not entirely true. I'm writing a 6 page paper right now for school but it's not something that's for my soul. I need to write things for my soul. My sister told me the other day that I talk like a writer. And I don't think I've ever been given a more beautiful compliment in my life. I've missed it. Remember when I used to blog weekly? I need to get back to that. And this summer I'm going to write. I have to. What kind of writer am I if I don't? I need to get back to writing my paper but I just thought I would say something here so my readers don't forget about me. Even though I think there's only about 2 of you nowadays.

i tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge

The rules for this tag game:
1. Post these rules.
2. Post a picture of yourself and 11 random things.
3. Answer the questions set for you in the original post.
4. Create 11 new questions and tag people to answer them. 

Randomness


1. I should be writing a paper right now.


2. I have a ridiculous number of Draw Something games going on right now and I never seem to be able to catch up on them.


3. I just got a job at a new boutique at Fashion Place mall. It's called Francesca's Collections.


4. I'm craving coffee. Might have to take a study break to procure some. 


5. I have 7 different iPhone cases...it's a bit of an obsession.


6. I have 434 followers on Twitter so I'm a relatively small deal.


7. I am going to California on Wednesday.


8. Every time I think about blogging it's usually because I'm either avoiding something or need to vent. Neither one of those things are very good for maintaining followers but it's therapeutic so you'll have to deal.


9. I'm home alone! And breaking all the rules. Well just a few.


10. I want to fix things with a certain person and I'm starting to worry the only way I'll be able to do that is giving him a taste of his own medicine.


11. My best friend moon walked into a freezer the other day at the grocery store and it still makes me laugh whenever I think about it.




Jill's Questions
1. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
That changes on a daily basis. Right now I think just plain chocolate sounds delightful.

2. If you could live anywhere for 10 years, where would you live?
London, of course.


3. What would have as a pet if it could be anything?
I legit want a fox as a pet, they actually can be domesticated too.

4. Favorite movie?
The Holiday, duh.

5. Paper or plastic?
Paper. I am a writer, after all ;)


6. What is an invention that you want to invent?
I'd appreciate if any kind of food could just appear at the touch of a button. Like in the Capitol in Hunger Games.


7. What is your favorite kind of weather?
Pretty much like today actually. Mild weather with a bit of sun. I love rain too though.


8. I'm copying this, but guilty pleasure?
Taylor Swift and Gossip Girl.

9. What are you most excited for during 2012?
Summer.10. If you could have any career in life, what would it be?
Traveling writer. Or something.

11. If you could redo one thing from the past five years, what would it be? 
I don't play that game anymore.


11 New Questions.


I don't really know anyone to tag so I'll just make 11 new questions for whoever reads this and wants to play. If you do though, leave me a comment so I can read your answers!


1. Would you ever audition for a reality show? Which one?


2. What literary character do you most wish was real?


3. How do you feel about gay marriage?


4. Do you like cats?


5. Do you believe in fate?


6.  Favorite Disney movie as a kid?


7. Do you believe in an afterlife?


8. Would you rather wake up early or sleep in late?


9. Are you single or in a relationship?


10. If you could be another race, what would you choose?


11. Do you have any strange eating habits? 

oh hello May.

I forgot to say hello to my favorite month of the year! Not just because it's my birthday month (which it is) but because it's when Utah finally starts to cooperate and act like springtime. It's beautiful and I absolutely love it.

In other news, I really really want these shirts and they are only 10 dollars right now. Whaaaat?

I can't decide between the green or the pink...oops.

Aren't they all adorbs? And only 10 bucks at ae.com

I might have to splurge for them all ha! Oh wait...I do have a birthday coming up ;)

two. words.

More updates to come :]