we are parallel lines, we're running in circles, we're never meant to cross

Hi, I'm one of those annoying people that has finals this week and next. And it's all I talk about, and think about, and am putting off doing right now. I should be rewriting a paper actually. It's going okay and I can probably BS most of it in the morning so I thought I'd throw some lines down here real quick.
The hardest semester that I've struggled with the most will be over within a week. I can hardly believe it, I'm also 90% sure I am going to fail two of my classes but I have accepted it. By fail I generally mean I'll get a C which is technically not failing but not the grade I aspired for. I will also be leaving for Africa one week from tomorrow. I can't believe how quickly it snuck up on me. I don't feel ready for it at all. I will be stressing about school up until the very end. Like this could be me...

That would be so cool I hope that happens. I love giraffes. But anyway I don't know what else to say. I've been so consumed with worry about my future and grades lately. And people keep asking me when I'm going to graduate and I am pretty sure it'll be fall of 2013 but what do I want to do after that? I don't know...will I even be able to find a job? Should I even be in this major? Doubts have just been piling up and I don't know if I can do this or what I can even do. I just want to travel and see the world and write about it. That's it. So maybe that's what I'll do and take whatever job it takes to make that a reality. 

PS Dog Problems by The Format is so perfect.

And so I walk the web in search of love 
But always seem to end up stuck
I'm finding flaws in everyone.
I've reached the point where all I want
Is to sleep around in hopes that I will catch back up
We are parallel lines
We’re running in circles
We're never meant to cross