"it's gonna hurt because it matters."

It's finally feeling like fall, which is my favorite season ever. I've blogged about fall before in years past and it's still true. I am just not ready for the snow, but I never really am.

I guess I'll try updating this once a week, that seems like a manageable goal. I still hate school. I'm just pushing through it though, that's all I can really do. Tests have started and essays wait to be written. Work has been a nightmare lately and I think I really am getting sick this time. The joys of working and being a student. Not really.

I don't know what else to say. My life is boring. I guess that means I'm an adult now. Which was something that I always wanted to be but always seemed so far away, and now that it's here I wish it was still unreachable. I just need something exciting to break up the monotony, and there is something I want but I'll never admit it out loud.