Wednesday, December 14, 2011
thankful.
Monday, August 8, 2011
stolen from jill.
1. I wish I could do more to help you. You've been such a good friend to me and you don't deserve all the terrible things that have happened to you in your life.
2. I think you're an idiot. I wish you never pushed me away. I feel like the only person in the world who wants to help you and you're denying yourself of it. You've brought this upon yourself. I still love you though, despite everything. I wish I knew you still cared. I wish you'd talk to me. You broke your promise. You ended up just like him.
3. I miss you. You were my best friend. You knew me better than anyone. I've really needed you these past few weeks but I've been too afraid to reach out. I'm too afraid that you'll leave me again.
4. I really wish you weren't doing this. I know you think it'll make you happy, but I don't want to see you get hurt. You mean a lot to me.
5. I meant it when I said I don't know what I'd do without you. You've been there with me through so much and I think we've always had a special bond...I guess you knew that too. I'm still shocked about everything but the fact that it's you makes it a lot less scary.
6. I know you worry about me, but I promise I'm going to be fine. I'm still the same girl you always knew, now I just get to be honest.
7. I'm so glad we're friends. You make me laugh like no other and we've gotten really close really quickly. I know you feel the same way about me and it's fantastic. I think we'll be friends for a long time. If we can get through all this we can get through anything.
8. You annoy the living hell out of me.
9. I hate your boyfriend. I hope you don't end up together, please you're so much better than that.
10. I probably take our friendship for granted a lot but you've always been there for me. More so than anyone else, even when I call you at 3 in the morning bawling or because I can't sleep. Thanks for being so sweet.
Nine Things About Myself:
1. I am left handed.
2. I'm lactose intolerant but believe ice cream is always worth the pain.
3. Taurus and proud.
4. I would love to run away and not tell a soul.
5. I want to be a cat that lives in a bookstore in my next life.
6. I've kissed eleven people.
7. I could eat Thai, Indian, and sushi for every meal and be extremely happy.
8. London is my favorite city.
9. I'm in love with Bradley Cooper.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Honesty.
2. Make me laugh.
3. Endless conversations.
4. Proving that you'll stick around.
5. Going on fun/spontaneous/random/awesome adventures.
6. The little things (ie holding my hand, i love yous, compliments)
7. Letting me meet your family and friends. It means a lot.
8. Not giving up on me when I'm stubborn.
Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
1. You.
2. Money.
3. Traveling.
4. My family and friends.
5. Naps.
6. How much I want another dog.
7. Song lyrics.
Six Things I Do Before Falling Asleep
1. Put pajamas on.
2. Brush teeth.
3. Take make up off.
4. Check facebook and twitter.
5. Text.
6. Think about stuff and hope that I can fall asleep that night.
Five People Who Mean a Lot:
1. Katy
2. My parents.
3. The rest of my family.
4. My Georgey Shore family
5. My other amazing friends.
Four Things I'm Wearing:
1. Pink and white striped shirt I got for my birthday.
2. Jean shorts.
3. Silver bow earrings.
4. Socks.
Three Songs I Listen to Often (this summer):
1. Fools Like Me - Vanessa Carlton
2. She (For Liz) - Parachute
3. Wayy too many Taylor Swift songs
Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:
1. See the Northern Lights while in a hot tub.
2. Live on the coast of Maine
One Confession:
1.

Thursday, June 16, 2011
when there is nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.
So I guess I've lost a lot these past couple weeks, but in the end I think I've learned lessons from each thing and I know it will all work out in the end. Here's hoping I land a new job soon and don't have to attend any more funerals for a very long time.
Monday, May 30, 2011
hi, i suck at blogging...
Really though...I am sorry I haven't been updating this as regularly as you have all grown accustomed to. Although, that being said, I had 3 comments on my last entry because I wasn't updating as much so HA! I beat the system...or something...
Well let's do a quick life update from when we last spoke shall we? Okay here we go. Patrick came home from Greece! Yay! It was a joyous reunion. We spent a lot of time together and he gave me presents! But him being back was the best present of all. (end sappiness).
I also got a job! Finally! After a year of searching my lovely pal Rachel hooked me up with a receptionist job at a salon. She also works there too but sadly we won't ever work together because they only need one receptionist at a time. But it's all good! So most of my week was basically me training and trying to figure it all out. I sound like an idiot but it actually is kinda difficult at once and my anxiety kinda kicks in and I really don't wanna mess up anyone's schedules! But I'll get the hang of it I'm sure...
So that brings us to this weekend. I have been in sunny St George/Las Vegas since Thursday and it has been well...great and boring. Vegas was really fun because we got a lot of shopping done and ate delicious food and what not but St George has been super boring. I got some sun by the pool yesterday and I guess I missed a lot of spots with sunblock because I'm pretty burned. Seriously, it's embarrassing. Like my left foot is burned and a little patch before my hairline. I look like a fool. Umm...yeah other than that it's been super boring down here and I've just been missing my friends a lot. Especially because the last time I was in St George they were all with me and by comparison it has not been even close to the same!
Anyway, sorry this was kinda a boring life update blog. I'll try to be more artsy and thoughtful at some point but now is not the time. Love you all.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
noods :(
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Keep Egypt in your prayers
Thursday, December 16, 2010
the little things…
Day 46: Photos of personal things in your life (pets, family, house, etc)
Most recent family pic even though this is outdated now. I have a new nephew as of two days ago haha.
That’s a picture of my house…by the way, I stole this picture from Google Maps. Sketchiest thing ever that they can put my house on the internet for all to see but I figured since it’s already there might as well use the same one for my blog hahaha.
My puppy Noodle.
My best friend/sister Katy who decided to photo bomb me in front of one of the pyramids of Giza. Hahahah.
Friday, December 10, 2010
true taurean girl
Supppp. So I’m a failure again so you’re getting double again. I think I should just start doubling up on these so I can be done haha.
Day 38: A photo of your parent(s)
That’s my favorite picture of my parents because I think it explains me so well hahahah.
Day 39: Zodiac sign and do you think it fits your personality
Taurus is the sign of practicality and possessions. People born under the sign of Taurus tend to be very patient, practical and dedicated people. Such people are usually very cautious when dealing with people, life and money. They have a curious power of dominating others, even when not conscious of trying to do so.
People who were born in that time are extremely faithful, with a strong need for security and a settled routine. Although they are very earthy, they can also be highly romantic and sensitive when it comes to love. They are a very sensual and particularly enjoy the physical touch pleasures of hugging, cuddling, and massages.
They have great power of endurance, both physical and mental, and can pass through enormous strains of fatigue as long as the excitement or determination lasts.
A Taurus is an excellent friend. Taurus has few close friends as opposed to many acquaintances. The few people they hold dear to them are guarded and protected. Their friends are treated like family and they are fiercely loyal and dependable. Although not a total social butterfly, they can be shy around strangers, the people who Taurus let into their lives are lavishly catered to when Taurus decides to throw a party, they decorate and present everything lavishly. They make wonderful hosts and hostesses, and have great taste about food, and in the management of their houses they can make much out of little. Taurus will always pamper themselves and their close group of friends.
These people often become excellent directors, have good business intuition, but are generally considered richer than they really are, as they always dress well and look well.
They are governed by their sensations and by their loving nature, but affection has a greater hold on them than passion. Such people are also warm and sensual, with an appreciation of the fine things in life. Taurus is motivated by a need for security; this sign is good for business matters and can be trusted to carry things through with absolute care. These people are very strong-willed and often quite creative. The Moon is exalted in Taurus, giving success with matters to do with the public and, combined with the influence of Venus, a passionate nature endowed with a strong sense of loyalty and fidelity. They are kind and generous with friends, with whom they develop an unspoken rapport.
Taurus are the great procrastinators of the zodiac. This is usually due to laziness but others rarely see this laziness.
If they love, they are generous to the last degree, and will consider no sacrifice too great for the person they care for; if they are enemies, they will fight with the most determined obstinacy. But they always fight in the open, for they hate trickiness, double-dealing, or deceit.
They are easily influenced by their surroundings, and become morbid and morose when trying to live under uncongenial conditions.
They are also too easily misled by their emotions, sensations, or affections.
As a rule both sexes are jealous in their disposition, and their jealousy often drives them into acts of violence or sudden exhibition of temper, which they bitterly regret when the storm is over.
They are at their best are typically strong and silent, but often appear ignorant and willfully obstinate to others.
They have an innate sense of harmony, rhythm and color, and often are very successful in music, poetry and art. Many of them have beautiful singing voices or at least speaking voices. Many times, they have some kind of musical talent and a solid musical ear. Those born in this sign have an ability to become the most faithful, loyal friends. They also make good, patient nurses and healers, and almost all have a keen love of gardening and flowers.
Wow…I don’t know if anyone is still reading haha but I pretty much completely agree with my horoscope sign. I really feel like I possess almost all those qualities to a T. It’s crazy how they can be so spot on about things haha but I guess they’re designed to do that eh?
Anyway, if you’re still with me thanks for reading all that haha and I will try to get back into the swing of things with this thing.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
foggy
Day 34: Your favorite quote
Ha. Favorite quote. I don’t think you understand that I have tons and tons of word documents full of quotes saved on my laptop.
So I’ll just pick a couple that I like in particular for this day…
"the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones
who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved,
desirous of everything at the same time, the ones
who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but
burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles
exploding like spiders across the stars."
-Jack Kerouac
I told you I'd leave a light on in case you ever wanted to come back home. You smiled and said you appreciate the gesture. I took your every word to heart cause I can't stand us being apart. And just to show you how much I really miss you, every light in the house is on. The backyard's bright as the crack of dawn. The front walk looks like runway lights. It's kind of like noon in the dead of night. Just in case you ever do get tired of being gone, every light in the house is on.
In other news,
Tree delivery went extremely well today. The fastest it’s ever gone and the easiest. Also first year I’ve done it without Isaac which was really annoying and weird but it’s fiiiine.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I see you riding ‘round town with the guy I love and I’m like forget you…
Day 23: Share one of your current favorite tunes
So I uh, don’t really have a current favorite tune. But my default is almost always Seventy Times 7. It fits my life absolutely perfectly right now so look that ish up.
In case you haven’t heard there was a gigantic blizzard warning issued for most of Northern Utah and Idaho and probably part of Wyoming and whatever basically just a ton of the western states. I still went to my severe and unusual weather class today though which seemed fitting and learned a lot about blizzards. Then he made us go outside and measure that crappy old snow we had leftover from the weekend so that was annoying. But I was reminded of the time when I was in Disneyworld with my family and there was a hurricane warning that was issued and we went to Epcot for half the day and then had to settle into our condo and prepare for the storm. It was the same kind of feeling that I had to carry on normally with my life but still realize that there was potential danger coming later on. The main difference between these two events was that the hurricane was much much worse. Seriously the blizzard has basically fizzled out here. I guess lake effect snow is still possible and the severe cold is the real issue here but I was prepared for a lot worse.
But meh whatever at least we’re all safe inside our warm homes. I couldn’t be more grateful for that.
Stay safe and warm everyone.
I didn’t take this but I thought it was pretty…and fitting.
I have a thing for pictures of deserted roads. True story.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
My July
I had the most amazing month of my life. It was the highlight of my summer. Completely special in every way.
I had a wonderful boyfriend throughout the entire month and spent almost everyday with him and it was great. Even though we're not together now I have no regrets about it and I still care about him deeply.
My family got sealed in the Draper temple on July 10. It was definitely a miracle and I am so grateful for that experience and I love my family so much. It was also so fun hanging out with them for a few weeks. It's nice having everyone together.
I went to my first Real game on the 24th which was actually a lot of fun. They also had awesome fireworks.
I finally got a job! I don't actually start til next week but I'm very excited. I get to work in a flower shop, how cool is that?
That's pretty much my life lately. I can't believe summer is almost over and I get to start over at a new school again. It's nuts.

